How do you know when you’re lying to yourself just to protect yourself or if you’re really sure of your words… if you have found a way to skate on a seemingly perfect pond of glassy ice, only to trip on a break in the frozen mass and when you regain your footing, you find your blade loose. You still skate, but you’re less sure than you were before. How do you know? Keep skating, I guess. Eventually, you fall or you find your way to the other side.
Revisitation
Well, this feels familiar… I have been here before, but this time I hope to stay for good. To blog has always seemed intimidating to me, but somehow I have come to terms with what I have to offer (which may be nothing, but might be something to someone even if that person is me) and I am looking forward to some shared reading experiences with other people who crave to see some black and white letters on a screen.
I have had my fair share of blogging experiences. Once, I had a beauty blog to accompany my makeup/beauty based YouTube channel. It lasted for awhile and was fun, but I went to college and life got busy and what eyeshadow I wore on a Monday suddenly seemed very vapid.
Then there was that time I made a blog to document my “giving up” of text messaging for 30 days – I had a house phone installed and the whole shebang. The blog was for a school project, so it died shortly after the semester ended and my presentation was successfully completed.
Right now, this blog IS – it is in existence and I am invested in writing and producing my words. For now, I am not labeling what this is – life is already too full of labels and things (and people) that refuse to be labeled – so… read if you want, comment if you like, and let’s get to know each other.